happy new year ! ode to 2004 !

I Love You Always Forever


Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream of light mists
of pale amber rose feels
like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
touching discovering you.

those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
miles of windless summer night air
secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
out of the stillness soft spoken words.

say say it again .

I love you always forever near and far closer together
everywhere I will be with you everything I will do for you.

you've got the most unbelievable blue eyes I've ever seen
you've got me almost melting away as we lay there under blue sky
with pure white stars exotic sweetness a magical time.

say say it again

I love you always forever near and far closer together
everywhere I will be with you everything I will do for you.

say you'll love love me forever never stop never
whatever near and far and always
and everywhere and everything .

say you'll love love me forever never stop never
whatever near and far and always
and everywhere and everything.
I love you always forever near and far closer together
everywhere I will be with you everything I will do for you

I love you always forever..near or far close up together... free world i will be with you ..secret moments

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there's someone's mother i'll like to meet.. but maybe i dont.. i wont know what to tell her really.. but maybe just tell her it's not fair at all. to me. =( but then again, when i think about it...she'll come back with the same retort, no? its only fair that you go on back to what you believed in right from the start and yet turned your back on it for me.

i'm awfully sorry we have to be separated.. we had a good thing going on there. and i can't say i am healing very well.
it still stares at me in the face from time to time... and i get lost in its depth.

i'm kinda feeling that now. *sighs* miss you babe.